Took a mix yesterday — kratom, Winstrol, Adderall.
Jerked off twice too (I know, save the roast), so dopamine was lit the fuck up.
Today? I feel something weird:
I don’t know if it’s the Concerta, the Paroxetine, or just my soul taking back the wheel after I overcooked the reward system — but it’s making me think…
What if we’ve been chasing dopamine highs for so long, we forgot what actual clarity feels like?
I’m not posting this to fake-deep spiritual flex.
I’m posting it because this kind of mental reset might be rare — and I wanna know if anyone else’s ever felt it.
You ever get hit with that “I’m weirdly OK” feeling after melting your brain on stim cycles and overstimulation?
Jerked off twice too (I know, save the roast), so dopamine was lit the fuck up.
Today? I feel something weird:
- Not high
- Not low
- But this quiet, eerie peace
Like my brain burned through every shortcut and now it’s just… here. Present. Grateful. Calm.
I don’t know if it’s the Concerta, the Paroxetine, or just my soul taking back the wheel after I overcooked the reward system — but it’s making me think…
What if we’ve been chasing dopamine highs for so long, we forgot what actual clarity feels like?
I’m not posting this to fake-deep spiritual flex.
I’m posting it because this kind of mental reset might be rare — and I wanna know if anyone else’s ever felt it.
You ever get hit with that “I’m weirdly OK” feeling after melting your brain on stim cycles and overstimulation?
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