gib my two awards back :(

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1 lucky award = 
i found bug in selling of award and ashen tested as i placed it on selling 
and its gone for some time then it came back but my award got lost 
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2 premium award =
heydin upgraded me but due to some issues in UG 
i asked a35 to chnge my ug he removed my premium as well award 
..............................
should i die bcz of this big losss