Lost it all

**technomaster** · OP Posted at 05-05-2025, 08:57 PM

I have lived life at the top now I am at rock bottom due to gambling and alcohol/drug addiction. Feels impossible to find a way back with massive debts and no job. The depression feels paralyzing at some times and as time flies by, it is not getting better. Whatever I do it feels meaningless, have lost the respect of all my surroundings and the stamp that society has put on me now feels impossible to overcome.

**Fatal21** · Posted at 05-05-2025, 11:08 PM

brutal reality

hadesgfx · Posted at 06-05-2025, 12:16 PM

05-05-2025, 08:57 PM technomaster Wrote:
I have lived life at the top now I am at rock bottom due to gambling and alcohol/drug addiction. Feels impossible to find a way back with massive debts and no job. The depression feels paralyzing at some times and as time flies by, it is not getting better. Whatever I do it feels meaningless, have lost the respect of all my surroundings and the stamp that society has put on me now feels impossible to overcome.

Good. That's your starting point. You can either keep having the same beliefs or do shit that matters- no matter how small it is. It'll compound. I still didn't learn this, but I'm working on it.

**Lushioe** · Posted at 06-05-2025, 05:38 PM

05-05-2025, 08:57 PM technomaster Wrote:
I have lived life at the top now I am at rock bottom due to gambling and alcohol/drug addiction. Feels impossible to find a way back with massive debts and no job. The depression feels paralyzing at some times and as time flies by, it is not getting better. Whatever I do it feels meaningless, have lost the respect of all my surroundings and the stamp that society has put on me now feels impossible to overcome.

i see myself in you, i let myself fall off recently (5-6 months) due to drugs and gambling, you are not alone on this, if you need any help or support feel free to PM me or write me on TG

**Draggos** · Posted at 07-05-2025, 11:50 AM

Many people are experiencing the same. Do not give up, it will get better with time. Reach out if you need help

**simpleboxing** · Posted at 27-05-2025, 05:27 PM

road to 1k posts

**hallucinator** · Posted at 29-06-2025, 12:16 PM

reality of this hellworld :) But believe in your self and you will achieve great thingys

Lost it all

Submitted by technomaster at 05-05-2025, 08:57 PM