I'll get in details about my good and bad sides of my brain and who I am.
I'll mix the good and bad so I don't sound like an arrogant loser.
I never forget a face ,I also don't forget a face that forgot they forgot me and my face.It's a strange feeling specially if you find your childhood best friends after years of searching for them and they don't remember I ever existed.
I was an anti-social diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome, but somehow I'm not anymore, cause I realized I can decide how I can be.
I also don't forget a conversation and details of where it happened and what I felt in those moments even how the other person was feeling,It complicates social situations but I also don't get jokes and sarcasms sometimes but I suddenly understand them years after they were said to me and burst out laughing out of nowhere, I call the person and say that was a nice one and guess what They don't recall , It's okay!
I learn at a slow pace but I perform super fast, when I understand something I never forget it ,I can answer a freshly learned topic in physics and math in a matter of seconds(on paper) but it's hard to read my own handwriting ,and It changes everyday and It's always bad so I redo the answer because they want to see the whole path and solution and It's near impossible to slow down my thought process to be able to write it down in good hand writing sometimes I'm mistaken for a cheater.
I have my ups and downs, I've discovered and wrote a formulae to a superior human brain and a way to use 100% of any brain and cure any syndrome and disease, I've also cracked the code of Prophets and God and world peace.
My goals to be Immortal and learn everything that they'll ever be and discover every corner of universe.
I'll be 30 in a few years, I quit university , and I'm jobless even though I applied for more than 100 jobs and know 5 different languages , have the skill,precision and brain power to do to anything perfectly, to learn any skill needed for any job or field but I'm not a graduate with a piece of paper saying I've wasted 4 years of my life on a campus with hundred others in a system where I fail all the exams because the stress of slowing down my brain to order my hand to write slower gets to me everytime.
That's just a tiny portion of my life story , If you want to know more about my life you know what to do!
This is my first thread and a fully honest one on a website I consider worthy enough for me to write this on , I must post 29 more threads and get 30 likes so I can access a program that will help me make 50$ that I will turn to 5K$ off to pay my yearly rent so I can sit in my goddamn room without the stress of getting deported from the country I currently reside in ,till I get a job so I can find a way to do it all legally so the love of my life would trust me enough to accept my marriage proposal to prove to her first that I'm not a helpless fucking loser that failed to even properly commit suicide 2 times in 3 years after I make sure we'll not be homeless in 2 months, to actually marry me to help me stay in this country that I don't even like.
So I can go back to university and get an official degree to be taken seriously and be allowed to publish my theories so I can test them with proper resources to provide solutions for a better world.
It's a damn loophole like a whole world is playing with me.
Enough for now.
Hughes is the name of my first cyber victim and a reminder of what needs to be done to survive in this world and reach my goals.
I'm Socio Psycho Emotional Empath and I never did and will fit in any place and category, call me RAVEN.
Raven out.
I'll mix the good and bad so I don't sound like an arrogant loser.
I never forget a face ,I also don't forget a face that forgot they forgot me and my face.It's a strange feeling specially if you find your childhood best friends after years of searching for them and they don't remember I ever existed.
I was an anti-social diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome, but somehow I'm not anymore, cause I realized I can decide how I can be.
I also don't forget a conversation and details of where it happened and what I felt in those moments even how the other person was feeling,It complicates social situations but I also don't get jokes and sarcasms sometimes but I suddenly understand them years after they were said to me and burst out laughing out of nowhere, I call the person and say that was a nice one and guess what They don't recall , It's okay!
I learn at a slow pace but I perform super fast, when I understand something I never forget it ,I can answer a freshly learned topic in physics and math in a matter of seconds(on paper) but it's hard to read my own handwriting ,and It changes everyday and It's always bad so I redo the answer because they want to see the whole path and solution and It's near impossible to slow down my thought process to be able to write it down in good hand writing sometimes I'm mistaken for a cheater.
I have my ups and downs, I've discovered and wrote a formulae to a superior human brain and a way to use 100% of any brain and cure any syndrome and disease, I've also cracked the code of Prophets and God and world peace.
My goals to be Immortal and learn everything that they'll ever be and discover every corner of universe.
I'll be 30 in a few years, I quit university , and I'm jobless even though I applied for more than 100 jobs and know 5 different languages , have the skill,precision and brain power to do to anything perfectly, to learn any skill needed for any job or field but I'm not a graduate with a piece of paper saying I've wasted 4 years of my life on a campus with hundred others in a system where I fail all the exams because the stress of slowing down my brain to order my hand to write slower gets to me everytime.
That's just a tiny portion of my life story , If you want to know more about my life you know what to do!
This is my first thread and a fully honest one on a website I consider worthy enough for me to write this on , I must post 29 more threads and get 30 likes so I can access a program that will help me make 50$ that I will turn to 5K$ off to pay my yearly rent so I can sit in my goddamn room without the stress of getting deported from the country I currently reside in ,till I get a job so I can find a way to do it all legally so the love of my life would trust me enough to accept my marriage proposal to prove to her first that I'm not a helpless fucking loser that failed to even properly commit suicide 2 times in 3 years after I make sure we'll not be homeless in 2 months, to actually marry me to help me stay in this country that I don't even like.
So I can go back to university and get an official degree to be taken seriously and be allowed to publish my theories so I can test them with proper resources to provide solutions for a better world.
It's a damn loophole like a whole world is playing with me.
Enough for now.
Hughes is the name of my first cyber victim and a reminder of what needs to be done to survive in this world and reach my goals.
I'm Socio Psycho Emotional Empath and I never did and will fit in any place and category, call me RAVEN.
Raven out.
Hughes is my net name and I'm RAVEN.
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